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Wednesday, September 15, 2010 @ Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Hi all!

I fluttered all over the place and gone through the whole Tumblr craze.But honestly I really bored with it.

Even my twitter account is dying.But hey, i decided to come back to my "old" blog and start writing again.

Well, apparently, recently(a few hours ago) I kind of, was put in a situation to realize thing have really changed.

I wondered when in my life things changed so much in the past two years then I realized through all that I have been through(its nothing much...:really").

I guess firstly, I am a Christian now.almost every second i think of Him.the love of my life.

Ive come to realize nothing.. and i mean NOTHING will ever stay the same in your life, people are going to walk out and cheat of you and betray you for what so ever reason that mind mean nothing to you.but I gues.It hard dealing with everything

*i kinda forgot what I am talking about*

hmm

okayyy....

its only Wednesday and it the MIDDLE of the week I still have a long way to gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..........

Dear Kevin

Tuesday, March 30, 2010 @ Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Dear Kevin,

I miss you.I miss those days where you would come to my window and whisper I love you and wish me good night.

The thing I need the most right now is you.For I can't see pass the clouds without you.

Every text I get,I'll hope its you.

Ouh what I would give for the best friends we were.

Best friends who knew love and shared it.

When I see rainbows I think of you.the happiness you gave me.The smiles you gave me.

Now,theres no more warm shoulder on cold nights.I shiver.
Without you.
COLD.
LOST.
ALONE.

alone among everyone else.

Yes I always a smile and laugh and joke around cause.I thought you were happier without me.Always much much happier.

"I don't want you."-Your'e last words.

If only I could come visit you now.
If only I could touch you.
Maybe I am insane.
What's sane anyway?

Why be sane when I don't have you beside me.

With much love,

Saraphina<3

Wednesday, March 10, 2010 @ Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Hi all,

Im back from Thailand.

so basically what did i do?

Well, we left on the 26th February.

Two hour plane ride to Bangkok and another plane to Chang Rai.

And we traveled to Mirror Foundation with is a non-profitable organisation.

and the next day we went to the hill tribe village.

We went to the Karen village which happens to be a Christian village.

Basically our job was to reorganize their library because it wasn't a library it was used as a classroom.So, we painted educational things on the walls.Things like numbers, images,We arranged a categorized the books.

We also helped to build a cafeteria from scratch.things like putting in the foundation pillars leveling the ground,filling it with cement and putting up the bricks to make walls.

We stayed in the village for 8 days. Home-stay.We go to experience the hospitality of the Thais' and it was just amazing.The way they treated us like their own.

We got to stay in the mirror guest house on the last two days.We became tourists and we visited to white temple, Golden Triangle and the homeless shelter.

I got to ride on an elephants head and experience so many things that I never thought I would do in my life.

The people that I was with during this 12 days are a good lot of people.We all took time to get to know each other.

Brothers Micheal, Eric,Wei Zhong,Jun hu,Ben,Pi Nu treated me like a little sister and thought me many things.

Zahara and everyone else like Dora, Christie,Lucia Kiti, Lini.Treated me like a sister too.They were always there for me.

And I wont forget ll the crazy things we did, Karaoke likes theres no tommorow.The titanic 2.Hot spa mania and hair day.

H.O.P.E 2

Saturday, December 26, 2009 @ Saturday, December 26, 2009

I still believe in Santa.

I like the way Christmas has that extra special magic.

That little smile you get when you want into the cookie store..and you get some extra cookies.

I like the way the morning feels.Cold,but somewhat comforting.

The smell of roasted turkey in the house.

all the jungles and laughter feels surreal.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009 @ Tuesday, December 22, 2009

ITS THE MIDDLE OF holidays and ive been having some fun i guess.

Awesome company.

Awesome friends.

Its all, going well, as long i know the boundaries my parent have set for me.

Well anyway.Today is going to be like a big big step for me.HAHA

Am excited.

SAM.

Saturday, September 5, 2009 @ Saturday, September 05, 2009

Dear Sam,

I missed the moments we were together.inseperable some call it.We shared evreything.A cigratte even a ticket to the ball game.Yea,it been two whole years.Such a long time since I saw you.

I’ve something to tell you.I don’t know if you did notice back then but I used to like you a whole lot.But you were always attached or chasing after some hot girl you saw at a club.

I never had the courage to tell you and one day you decided to take a road trip alone.After your break up with Saraphina.You loved her didnt you.Every time i saw you look at her i saw Love in your eyes.You never looked at me that way.I guessed i was just one of the”guys”?

I wished you were here and that you love me.Because its been two years and I’m still not over you.Everyday, it becomes harder to even move.My heart feels locked up in chains.With locks that only you can open.

I LOVE you SAM.

And i need you.Please come back.

Every night I cry for you.Your love.Your touch.

The taste of your lips,I long for it.

And your mother really misses you.She’s kept your room the same way you left it.

So, PLEASE come back theres so much for you waiting here in you hoetown.

With LOVE,JULIE.

P.s:I miss you,

random

Wednesday, August 26, 2009 @ Wednesday, August 26, 2009

tyler:baby, why?why are you crying?
kristen:why?you don't even care.so stop pretending*rolls eyes*
tyler:don't be like that i told you.i love you.
Kristen:yea you told me.but you dont show it.you have never shown it.so, who you trying to kid?!
tyler:i said i loved you..isint that enough?
kristen:goodbye tyler.i hate you!all the lies.its enough!okay?
*pushes tyler aside*
tyler:wait!
kristen:wait for?wait for you to play with me again?to think of some other way you can hurt me?ive had enough.i dont want any of this.
tyler:no baby.dont do this.
kristen:too bad. i just did.
*she threw the ring at tyler*
he sat there.
she walked away.