some sae she wished too hard some sae she wished tu long.. bt 1 dae she wass gone.. she walked on earth and she looked in the mirror all she cld c was a string tied arnd her hands.. she was a puppet cntroled by strings..her taughts and princlples didnt matter onli her master was the 1 tu cntolled her..1 dae she woke up, she broke free frm the stringss she was as happy and she could have ever been, onli tu realise she was all alone in the streets,the shops,homes,suburbs.. she then wished and wished for her master tu come back bt he was reali gone. tat dae she learnt tu appreciate everythin..
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.i was bored.... heyy everybody.. ive been quite busy n i didnt feel like bl.oggin..hahas.. ohuk erm.. on tues went out wif farah..went tu esplanade,bugis and cs..hahahs.. had tu be home by 4 so..ya. .cldnt reali spent time wif her tat much,bt atleast i managed tu mit her ryte??.. er..i bought my sch bag frm bugis,its a zinc ,green army bag..cool ryte?? aniwaes tnx for helping in barganing..+ahem.. er..on fri,sat and sun went shoppin,, i bought clothes ,my shoes and stuff.. and u knw wad i still cant find a nice dress tu wear tu guanda's bd.. the theme is latin..im like,,arnt latin clothes expensive?? im right!! 1 dress costs about 90 bucks.. i cant seem tu find a shop which has my size and the sales is at a good! price..ARHH!!!im soo woried i cant find a dress... ani1 gt any ti[ps,,or ideas?? oh..my sis aso bought a zinc bag..bt her is black.. she managed tu find a latin dress(im soo jealous)... this are times when i wiahed i was thin as her.. its nt that i like being fat,i cant seem tu lose weight if u knw wad i mean.. i go for teakwando classes.. and u knw wad, i end up gaining weight..like wad the hell!!ryte?? i hate the way i look..everytime i look into the mirror i feel like smashing it..im soo fed up of being called all those names.. even my find it inconvinent..for me tu be fat!!! well some1 told me the 1st step tu helping urself is admitting it.. so... im FAT..... i live everyday tu hope that i can lose weight...i hate myself soo much... im the kind of person hu feel soo much hurt and smile abt..my closest fren shld noe tat..

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