i guess all of this comming frm sum part of me but it aint making sense so..
im juz writing it out for u guys too read it.
dont wrry.
im fine.
dont ask!


when i lo0k in the sky..
i see your face
i see your eyes lookin at me
bt its just in the sky
youll never think of me that way
would you
youre obssesed with sum1 else..
i tell you tu not give up hope finding myself doing the opposite.
i long for the touch from your hands
realizing it is never to be
youre juzt too obssesed about her right>>?

you make me cry soo much
that i cant cry anymore
you make me cut so much till i can cut no more
my heart bleeds aches of pain and dissapointment
face it your the worse person in my life right now

okay ppl im juz soo bored.. ive gt loads of randoms things on my mind.
some i dunt even understand.
im soo tired of hoping and hoping for something interesting tu happen or just tu find someone tu call my own special sum1 u knw wad i mean..
the last tyme i did that it totaly tore me apart tu the extent of cutting myself.
im nt gonig to have hope on ani1...
cause i knww it will end up as false hope ryte??
am i right ppl??
cmn..
i hate the feeling of false hope..jealousy and all that crap.. so wadever ok??



i feeel so stupid and siow cause
i dun understand wad i wana sae or wad im even sayin
im pissin myself off.

mean time im tryin sumthin new..

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