its hard to believe that valenties day was just slightly over a week ago???

i mean like soo many things have happened since that day..
i cant seem to understand some things..
ma closse frens sae im "blind"

bt i dunnoe y i feel that no necessity to look so deply into matters right??
y cant i juz belef evrything infront of me??
i mean there wld be lesser tears..
no pain..
no hurt..

plus this song is emoing me..
arh...


you do-do not make me realise things are alwaes the way they are???
you cant-can change???


my frienship has ben strained..
r u happi now??
i dunnoe wad to do animore..
thoughts of removing myself frm this existance cant even occur..
like DUH!!
ok..erm..
happe bd to jon..
omg!! kohkoh ure 18..
happi clubbin..nex tyme i 18 we go thgthr ok koh??
cya