f-ed upp
Friday, March 21, 2008 @ Friday, March 21, 2008
arhh..fuck ohuk....
er.....
yarx..
ohuk heres the deal yesterdae:meet-the-parents session...
ohuk the worst thing hppns..
1)bad rsults
2)a qns to mie mum was:"how come you didnt knw her rsults?"
this made ma mum extremely extremely pissed off...
3)had to go home tghtr within that 1.5hours imagine the amt of naggin ma mum was able tu do..
okie?..
4)gt home ma sis started aso..
the fact that she tinks shes bttr than me made mie feel like bashin heer sheesh!!!
mind u dear sis u didnt do well as well..i hate the fact that you said"how is she gona PASS her o'level>? did you study at ALL?"...
5)mum started naggin bout the house n then ma results so..
i went to ma room to try n sleep bt i end up cryin...myself to sleep..
cos im soo afraid bout wad mie dad gona do...
so..this morn dad came home with a fuckin pissed off look on his face..n he took a bath...
n the drama started...
atleast i didnt cry..no means he would have said moreTHINGS i guess..
so went down to buy stuff n came home then dad was alredi asleep//
so mum was all like"I DUN WANT TO SEE YOU USING YOUR PHONE TO CALL OR SMS ANI1..NOW YOUR HP WILL BE ONLI FOR CALLING URE PARENTS N SMSIN IF THERES N EMERGENCY...
N I DUN WANT YO TU TALK ABT
.BOYS
.FRINDS
.CULTURES
AND I DUN WANT YOU TU ASK ANI MORE QNS BOUT LIFE OR ANYTHIN ELSE..
YOU GET ALL A1S for o's then ill trust you..."
i was like wtf??
soo heres your explanatin yan.. ..
ABSENCE mkes the heart gows fonder bt i cant live a dae without you...

not tu mention i wish you were here to support me...
shit this sucky felling is soo f-d up...
cookie monster
i need you to help me ahaks ...
laugh needed!!
lol..
im like soo giler.......
anyone knw anywhere to go if i can run away.. i cant seem to find anywhere...
im livin in constant fear of being beaten up..
maybe i shld do waht you resent to get back at you dad....
wth...