heyy pple..ok heres the deal 2 dae went to sch 4 scnd dae of dnt course.. n aft tat i went 4 drama then met ma darl farah n joelle n we went for lunch together...ohuk..erm tnz to mr david for helpin me with ma development...
erm..
ohuk..soo durin lunch i came up with a theory that there and 3 types of sad pple..in states n situation to cry..
1)those who are to strong to cry...
which to me means that ure sad but, you cant seem to cry because theres like a little voice telling you that its not worth it to cry over..IT..
erm..ya.......
2)those who are strong enough to cry...
whish sorta mean that you can cry enogh..without screaming and shouting..
and you cry silently..?
3)those eho are tooo weak..
those who end up screaming and wailing loudly instead of juz crying out..
well,to me its different..TOTALLY..


ohuk..yea...
i am like soo irritated....feeling soo used,vulnerable,halpnes and idiotic..

well if ure readin this and going"bitch!u deserve this! i hate you n everi1 else should.."

YOURE!!!! the farkin reason im like sooo mentaly drained ryte now...








why cant you feel what others feel what is youre farkin problem dun u feel ani sympathy or dunt you have ani pity????
for once.. juz put urself in my position n feel how its like to be treated this way...
juz feel for once..ure human rite???
c'mon..
deal with reality there r soo many pple who dislike you because of this n u cant see it ok.. cos ure soo occupied with u...urself...
ohuk..4 once can you think abt others.. n seee if they cant actuali handle the farkin attitude ure givin them.. just ...ARGH!!!!!!!!!!

ok....................................hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.........
wadeverr... here i draw the line btwn me and you..atleast i wnt be crticising and judgin you the way you doo. to me. ok.. heres the line...
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i dun like you ok>>??
i duno wads wrng lah.. omg this is soo farked up..ohuk...


[pardon ma language ppl....



i mis you soo much im juz too tired to cry over ya.. plz..juz come and sae sumthin right out of a wonderfuk dream like ma prince in a shining armour.. n comin to protect me...