i feel as if im an animal being cagged..fed..like a dog ...
n tortured like sumkind of slave....
for wad?? i dun even knw??
maybe i do bt i dun wana understandd...



ohuk..now sundae....
sooo boring..irritating...
cos i have to put up with the farkin attitude that sum pple are giving me at home...

• unfair
• inconsiderate
• rude
• insolent
• biased

and wad more have you...

ohuk i guess i knw that it would be the wrng thing to do..

it would be like walking into fire right..

knwing the danger..

yet not knwing y u juz wana do it eventhough u knw its gona hurt you...

my friends maybe for once you shld let me walk into the fire and burn myself so i knw wad its like???

what difference does it make when the people who live with me in my":home" are alreadi hurting me....

why am i like this i duno..

im startin to hurt myself agn but i dun reali feel ani pain...

u knw wad i mean,...

im touching the fire n i dun feel hurt???

wow...

pple will think im idiotic..stupid a bastard n whateva elsee..

i wana run away!!

run away frm this cruel world where im nt even allowed to hangouy with the friends that i want to...

one more torture dae...

and the next will come

what the fark!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!