angel
Thursday, July 2, 2009 @ Thursday, July 02, 2009
you run
run and run
you don't want to stop
you reach a church
with grey arches
you run.
still running.
you come to a forest.dense.
atumn leaves everywhere.
you think you are alone.
you think you are.
you decide to stop.
your lungs aching
youre feet numb
you fall to the ground.
on your knees
you think to yourself."no one is around, no one wil ever hear this"
and you breathed in the cold air.and gave it your all.
"I don't want to be like this anymore.I want to be happy!I hate this sadness.you!you!made me like this!
you looked up.
anticipating the cover of the brown leaves in the sky.
but guess what?
Dear angel.there he was again.
eyes.so deep.
you look into them.
you feel so safe.
no, no physical contact.nothing.
but you felt it.
someone ctaching you from the great fall.
HAPPY.
dear Angel.
"why?"you ask"why now?why not then"
he put his finger on you lips and blew back your hair.
breath soo sweet you felt like you were in a garden
wiped away you tears with his soft hands
comfort.you thought.
faith, you held in your hands.
you reached out to hold his hand.
but, he pushed you down
you saw your soul shatter.
right before your eyes
in your own hands.
ANGEL!
why?
"because its time for you to go.
let go.
come with me."
you clso your eyes,trying to understand.simple words
yet soo confusing.
you open your eyes.
your angel.
in the sky,
grey wings.
a halo.
white robes
arms open
now, will you let go?
or be burden of the ground.?
ps. i miss alot of people.