how do really know who you are
ever had the feeling you had to pretend spp much
you never know who you really are.
you try and please others.
yet you end up being called thequiet one or the noisy one.

ever had a feeling you wanted something soo much yet,it seems impossible
yet you hold on to it cause you've witnessed miracles
you refuse to let go.

ever had the feeling that you need to hide from the world,
anywhere,where theres no one.
no one to judge you
no one to please
but when you're alone
you feel lost because you don't know who to be
"yourself"
your conscience says yet you cant understand
you've never known what you are.have you?


have you ever felt that you were in the middle of a desert.alone.
somewhere away from everyone else.
dying.
crying.
screaming.
only the mocking silence.not even an echo.




we are all paraniod.right?
sometimes to the extent where we end up hurting out self.

ever had a gut feeling?
sometimes, we're dead wrong.
dun listen,you'll end up hurting yourself.

life, it tries to fuck up everything you want.
it takes it all away,or just hides it in a wooden chess under its bar counter.
maybe even take away thing you need.
it mocks you with quarrels
failures
dissapointments.
lonliness.

now, things aren't soo peachy anymore.

Maybe people get soo numb,life isint life anymore, it becomes sometimes they were born to do,